Monday, April 18, 2011

Round up!

Hey hey hey. Been awhile since I blog about something here. Honestly, I write well when I'm feeling depressed and so far, things are progressing quite well. For instance, today at the office, I'm feeling less sorrow and more selambe in a lot of ways. Guess it's a good thing right?

The weekend, not much, pretty much same old same old. Went for a movie. Scream 4 to be exact. I did watched the first 3 franchises, but I couldn't remember exactly which one is which. But I do remember that scene where Jada-Pinket's character got killed in the movie theater, scary as hell. I was just 13 or 15 when I watched it!

That was Friday. Saturday? Went for a karaoke session with Kim. I gotta say, it was money well spent. We topped our previous record, now reaching up to 7 hours. Whew! I swear to God, left Redbox with somewhat strained vocal chords.

Actually, I was in such a mood for celebration because, well I think I did a great job on that Friday. I feel like I actually nailed it. But, hey let's just not get over excited and put on hopes up too high. I did everything in my power, did the best and now it's just time to wait. Which to me, is the worst part of the whole thing cause you just never know. Plus, lady luck hasn't been resting on my side lately and keep making me feel so eff-ed up.

OK OK, not gonna be miserable, don't wanna end my night in another episode of sobbing massacre. One can be 20-something-ish and still bawls like a 2 month old baby. Don't blame me, I've always been this way and it's not like I have any other choice but to live with it.

Oh, and one more thing. Ever since I've decided to you-know, I couldn't help but to wonder, is this "sacrifice" even worth it? I mean, nothing great comes without a selfless sacrifice, right?

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