Y.O.U

Light up, light up. It's the only thing i can tell myself right now. Somehow, i tend to wander around and keep thinking of you. I've realized it's been a while since you and i been together. I can't lie to myself anymore. I really miss you. Life has not been the same. I tried to move forward without you, but it's hurting me day by day. I tried to laugh and smile again, but it's just not the same without you around. Everynight i'm awaken with guilt surrounding me. I realize how much i miss us together. I wish i could undo all the mistakes i've said and done. I wish you could forgive me and we could start all over again. But i choke on all my words everytime i try to say it to you. I cry everytime i think of what lies ahead and not having you by my side. I wish you know that i'm always by your side my dear. I hope you can always sense my presence even if we're miles apart. I will always keep your love and memories as they're the only thing that keeps me going everyday. I wish you had never told me that we're not what we were. Others may come and go, but i can't help myself thinking and wishing it's you right in front of me. Mourning us is like mourning a death. Only time will tell...