Dear..

Here i am at the beach again. Again, i keep thinking of you my dear. I question your well being. I hope you're doing fine love. Me? I'm still here. Waiting for uncertainties. Don't you worry love, i'm coping with life.
Dear, how's your day? Is everything OK today? I hope you'll be able to push yourself and succeed as you always have.
Dear, can i just say i miss you. Forgive me if it's the last thing you would wanna hear. I'm sitting here alone, smiling and gushing about the things we did. Well, the things you did most of it.
Dear, i know i could never find another as you. I never thought in a million years i could lost someone so precious in a single blink. I wish we would never have said the long goodbye.
Dear, i promise you i will take care of myself as you've taught me. I will try to be as independant as you are. Even if i cry along the way, i will continue to drag my feet forward. I will always have you in my mind, as my guiding spirit.
Dear, the weather was nice today. The sun is shining bright as bright as your smile on the day we first met. I can feel the warmth of the windy air as warm as your hug.
Dear, i wish you were here. So i can hold your hands again and feel your hair. They always smell addictive to me. I miss the way you touch my cheeks. Long before they soaked with tears.
Dear, i miss you and i'm waiting still for that day..