Goodbye..

Today is the day I want to remember for the rest of my life. It marks the lost of a woman I truly, truly love. My grandmother, or better known as Opah. She's been in my life for as long as I could remember. She was a tough soldier, battling through each day with courage and faith, especially for the past 5 years. I'm not totally saddened by her lost. Believe it or not, I'm more relieved, or should I say, liberated by this, because it ended her suffering. Though I've prayed everyday she would soon recover, I just couldn't lie to myself that to watch her lying helplessly just breaks my heart. I know we're not completely disconnected. She may be far from the world I've come to known and love, but distance is not a problem, as I believe we're watching over each other every single day. She's my angel now. I will miss all those moments we've spent together. I'm the closest to her and probably spoiled in every way you could possibly imagine but I do not regret any of it. I've cried my tears and made peace that she's gone in my life almost 5 years ago. And today, I get to witness her closure. Salam Opah, till we meet again. Missing you :)