Just so you know

I was positive that I've closed that part of my life months ago. I've let myself free from the things that saddened me the most. Well, most part of it I guess. But when an old friend comes knocking you right at the door, what do you do? Brace yourself and run with the wind? No, I'm determined to take charge of the situation this time. I suppose, if there's any game to be played, things are on my terms now. Most importantly, I want my long overdue answers. Unfortunately I didn't get any. I was bombarded by the same old excuses. So I just left the scene, leaving it hanging without a goodbye. Do I wanna say goodbye? At that point, no. Am I sorry for my behavior? No. How about regrets? Again, no. I'm in a good place now. The little boy that got lost in the woods, survived. It was tough but you learn to pick yourself up along the way. No matter how things are nicely put together and expressed, I just couldn't bare the thoughts of putting myself back into misery. I just couldn't. Even so, I never thought myself to hate. It's just not who I am. I'm ignorant, but I don't hate, just so you know. :)