What the ?

I promised myself that 2011 is gonna be somewhat a year of changes. And yet again I'm having to face one pretty soon. Reality unveiled and surprise, surprise, I'm back on doing support duties. Reasons were not made known clearly enough for me, but hey, I'm just tired of trying to argue and get out of it. Nothing's gonna change their mind and stand on this one. I took the news as I did with any other bad news, gasping with bulging eyes. I was literally shaking and felt super nervous, freaked out, worried and uncomfortable with the situation. And I kept asking myself, is there a way out of this one? But at the same time, I really did tried (and still trying) to generate positive thoughts on this matter. Honestly I'm not so sure at this point what I'm being nervous about or is this even worth to worry and frown about? Keep telling myself that everything's gonna be OK and you just gotta do what you gotta do. Or perhaps this is more of a call to get the hell out and move forward (or away) ? Well, there's no right or wrong in trying out. I don't really have anything to lose for now and perhaps that kinda change is what I needed (I think). Oh well, all I can do now is just be patient and power through the future with the best attitude and not to take things too seriously (frowning is never good).