I tried not to be or even feel lazy at the office today. But i can't help it. I feel like when i got too many things to think about, i just shutdown a bit. I'll start to wonder around and be doing other things rather than focusing on what's needed to be done. I'm inspired to start digging through my ADO.NET books and do a bit of .NET here and there, but I'm just not driven by it. Hmm, am i getting lazier and lazier? I know i shouldn't be wasting time. It's been a year now and looking back, comparing it with my Uniten days, i should have been a lot more knowledgeable than this. I know I'm a smart person. Sometimes i feel like it's time to do what i love. What I'd rather be doing. Not just to follow what others say or might say. Unfortunately, i don't exactly know what it is. I love to rant about things, that's for sure. All i can think about is the day when I'm just gonna go spontaneous and start to do crazy things and escape to the deep blue ocean. Ha ha. As if!
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