Emm...

It's true, the heart wants what it wants. I guess when making decisions, u will always have to listen to both sides. What your mind's saying and what your heart wants. They often contradict each other, but it's the question of who you should listen to? For me, most of the times i follow what my heart says, and I'd likely to make bad decisions. It's really hard though, since you don't really have nothing or no one to blame but your own self. As selfish as it sounds, I've always acted that way.

Every night, I'd hope that I'll wake up the next day being able to forget all the bad decisions I've made. Accidentally or not, when it's bad, it's really bad. I hope I'd never ever repeat the same thing, although i know, all it takes is some stupid judgement.