Robot

Sometimes i just wanna be a robot in life. A robot with no emotions what so ever. Do things as they told. It's better i guess. You don't have to worry about anything because your fate it sort of determined and your life's been programmed. You don't have to expect any surprises. But the as of now i like it when you don't have to feel a thing. Sad things. Emotional things. Not even happy things. Because the thing is about happiness, it doesn't last forever. And it's just better at times not to feel anything, because I'm afraid it'd be taken away.

Life's short. I realized that now. Especially this year. I try very hard not to be sad. Not to focus on unhappy thoughts. As of now, there are 2 parts in my life. Professional and personal. I don't think anyone could balance them. It's just the matter of ignoring one over the other.

Sometimes it gets hard. It's definitely not an easy thing. It's hard to linger around and wait, hope for something to happen when clearly i know it's not going to.

I have almost all the things I'd ever wanted. But why something still feels missing? Is it you?