Surrender

I looked at the clock just now and it's almost 4:30AM, awoken by this hour is not something that signals Good. Definitely not. Obviously i was bothered by my throat, which i think is getting worse by the minute. I did almost everything i could. I gargle. I took the pills. I drank plenty of liquids. U name it, i've done it. But why is it still not showing any signs of improvement. I gave up. I need to see the doctor again and demand for more drugs, or anything to cure this pain. I'm promising myself to take a good care of myself in future, guess that's the only way to prevent this. U know, when sickness strikes, it will always leaves a person crippled and defeated at times. I'm just trying to project happy thoughts and trying really hard not to be bothered by the pain.