It's not that i don't update the blog this week. I have a couple of posts actually. But i don't know why i don't feel like publishing them. They're common ranting, but not sure why they're still under archived history. Ha ha. I'm having one of those weeks where everything and i mean everything seems to be out of order. I'm under some kind of mood swings from time to time these past few days. It felt like everything could go wrong and no one's there to please me. Just today, after a dinner and a soccer match, i receive world's most annoying thing. A summon ticket. This is my first and hopefully the last as i've never ever want to come across it again. It's dissapointing but something else was kinda bothering me today. The whole day. I'm not sure why but my concern regarding certain things lead me to think of weird possibilities. I tried to really calm myself but, i just can't seem to think about nothing else when i'm locked in my room today. It's like i need to get the hell out of this room and go somewhere. Anywhere would be good. And i don't wanna be alone. I need a company, someone to talk to. It's just, i need to get my mind off things. Whether it's work related or argument related, well, whatever. It's weird that when i start to fire up my car engine, and driving out, it's like this feeling telling "I'm going somewhere" and it provides some sense of temporary relief. Weird. But, i'm being a bit weird lately. Is growing up making me more complex than i already am? I take it lightly when it comes to others but when it happened to me, it's something that challenges my tolerence level. Am i that hard to deal with?
So, anyway, i've searched in and out of the web regarding this summon, and i'm not feeling threatened by it anymore. I mean, hopefully it doesn't pass anything more than RM100. Seriously, i've already have a huge whole in my wallet and this is just not the reason to make me more depressed than i already am.
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