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Why do we take advantage of other people? Why do we take things for granted? I admit. I do that at times. When others are being nice to me i start to think over my head. It's not something that i planned to. It just happens. I guess it's in the nature of being the last child. You become ungrateful at times and only realize things will not always be your way when others get bored of having to follow your way. Is it a crime to want what you want? One way or the other? Why can't life be the way you wanted it to be? I know what i should do now. I should be thankful that i'm surrounded by people who loves me and still wants to be around me. I hope that in future i'd be able to think more of my actions. Seriously, i do. Because once i get too comfortable with things, i'd get lost in myself. Well, at least that's what i kinda realize now. Actually, it's been a while since i realize that fact, it's just, as a perfectionist definately you wouldn't want to admit your own flaws right? Sigh. But i guess it's just me being myself. Accept it or bare with it. Just don't hate me for it. All of these thoughts just kept flashing to me like a light bulb all day because of this unexpected GIFT. Why be nice to such a crybaby? Perhaps i should project more lovable attitude. Like smiling more, or even try to be more generous the next time if there's any? I should be able to do that right? I should. Everybody can smile more. They should smile more. A smile goes a long long way. Anyway, just would like to express my deepest thanks for the organizer. Didn't think my mumbling would actually mean something. I wasn't really serious until we're at the counter paying for the coffees. =D