Ranting...

Is it normal for a human to think about things they're not supposed to? hehe. Is it? Well, i've been thinking a lot lately about unnecessary stuff and i guess it's just what i do to pass time. What a great way huh? I kept thinking about how am i gonna be in let say 5 or 10 years from now. Well, i'm 23 today and i'm gonna be 24 next year. Should i act more differently than i am now? Should i think differently? Should i talk differently? What should be different next year? Well probably i'm gonna come out with a set of list regarding what i should achieve by next year. Hmm, i may be thinking ridiculously when it comes to what i want. I want a lot of things in life. But not all of the things that u want, u'll get. Right? But one thing for sure. I wanna be happy. I think it's really important for me to be happy in life and in whatever i'm doing. I just hate feeling miserable. Well i haven't felt totally miserable for a long long time. Or perhaps, it's because i just ignore whatever that's bothering me. Hey, let's face it, there's no good could come out of thinking about dissapointing things. Right?

It's nearly 12 and i kept thinking about what's in store for me tomorrow at the office. Today i had my very first lunch with Calvin. that's because none of these bozos wants to go out for lunch today. Well whatever, at least Calvin was open enough to talk about other things besides work. And we get to gossip about some of our team members. Kinda fun actually. I guess the best thing Calvin thought to me today is never to get drunk. You'll suffer later (perhaps on the very next day). Well, that's what he said because i don't even exactly know how liquor tastes like. I wonder if Calvin is staying with his family or just by himself because if he's drunk right, what would his parents' reaction be like? Now, that's interesting to think about. He he.

How's the office without Ahmad around? Well things are just normal. Wonder how he did on his first day at the new office. Later i'll sms him. I wanna make more friends at the office. i don't wanna be stuck with the same old faces everyday. Perhaps i should contact more with people outside of my department. GE is huge and i guess one will find that there's many characters working under the same umbrella. Speaking of umbrella, it's raining heavily right now in Ampang. Ever since early evening. Wonder if it's going to flood again here in KL?

Guess this is enough for now. Better prepare for bed or i'll woke up with raccoon eyes tomorrow. Goodnite! ^_^