these past few weeks i simply just don't have the mood to update my blog. simply because i'm really really sad and shocked regarding what happened to my opah. i'm hoping that she could hang in there and recover from what ever condition she's in. never thought i'd say this but i really miss her. i've always been close to my opah because she's the one who brought me and my sister up. i was constantly spoiled by her when i was a toddler. i've tried to imagine before how my life would be if she's not in sight anymore. but never knew that the day would actually come. i felt like i've already lost my opah since she's not speaking, not moving and just lay on the hospital bed fighting for her health. this is the time when there's not much one can do but to pray, have faith and hope for nothing but the best. but it's just heart breaking to watch her suffers. someone please wake me up from this nightmare.