walawei!

gosh. it's been a while since i last updated this blog. so much to write about yet, at the end of tiring weekend all i wanna do is jump straight into bed. it's really late in the morning and i'm supposed to be asleep by now. i do have tutorial class to go to tomorrow. at 9?! what the heck? i'm so freaking pissed off that the test date had been moved from 22nd to the 29th. yup. just my luck. on the graduation night itself. what they did is just so irrelevant. we'll see how things go from here onwards. try to negotiate a little bit maybe? pull some strings here and there.

really. there are other few things in my mind right now. i kept on wondering on why people keep secrets from one another? is it technically a sin from not telling the truth. no it's not about lying. it's about not telling the whole story as it is. ha ha. is that lying as well? i guess in the back of our mind we're just trying to protect others by not setting the record straight right? i mean, why make matters worst?? it's always better to avoid drama rather than creating it.

and the other thing. it's about running out of time. for the final year project that is. will i ever get this show on the road? it's like taking a step forward just to get knocked back two steps back. i hate it. i really do. there's always problem. always. if it's not time, then it's my attitude itself. been a really really lazy person lately. i should change for good. right?

macam macam! ;)